Victoria S. Hardy

Victoria S. Hardy

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Expect the Unexpected

We are on edge, nervous and anxiously awaiting the next terror threat or false flag event that will again radically change our perspective. It appears to me that our leaders are a bit nervous as well, preparing for some event that they will only hint at coyly. So for all of us who follow the news, we know it’s going to happen, although when, where and how remains in the air.

It seems there is also a battle raging over the Internet, the only place we can go to find a semblance of uncensored truth. I’m sure in the future we will look back with fond memories at the time when we really knew what was happening in our world and when we felt we had choices and options.

According to the late Ian Xel Lundgold as we approach the end of the Mayan calendar, time will speed up. Since I spent a couple months totally enraptured by the idea of time, my ears really perked up, Time Will Speed Up. He explained that there would be more events in less time; more information unfurling itself across our consciousness and his prediction appears to contain much truth. He also said we are entering an age of ethics and that thought has stayed with me as well, and when I see another politician exposed, I believe he was correct.

For some reason when I think of the Internet, I think of the Tower of Babel and I see many similarities. The tower was built by a united humanity to reach the heavens, to see God and we were, at the time, connected through one single language, but we over-stepped our bounds; the tower was destroyed and the people were separated. The Internet has again united the world. It is a place where we can all seek, explore and connect and many are spending their time seeking enlightenment and a closer connection to God and freedom. It’s no wonder our leaders find the Internet so threatening and they are spreading dark seeds of disinformation everywhere.

When I hear stories from the Old Testament about a vengeful God and evil rulers, I think of our leaders today, warmongers, rights stealers and tax thieves. My father used to say, war is good for the economy and I’ve pondered that statement a lot and now I understand. My parents were raised during the depression, so I know war is not good for the people, but as I look about today and see corporations growing by leaps and bounds, I understand billions of dollars are being made off the deaths and destruction of people, of souls, of lives.

I’ve seen documents spanning back generations of our leaders stating how important it is to control what the people know, speaking of censoring the media and now the Internet. It is imperative to their leadership that we remain ignorant, busy, distracted and exhausted. Folks claim that chemtrails and HAARP are working together to keep us lethargic or even ill and the pharmaceutical companies are certainly doing their part in keeping us numb and asleep.

And waking up is growing harder, there are so many things calling us, so many places to step off the path and plenty of opportunities to latch on to one thing or another. We seem to be forgetting to look at the whole tapestry and see the bigger picture, we are getting lost. One source of information is propaganda, twenty, fifty or a hundred is a better way to see what is occurring and what is truth or could be truth. I fear in the search many are becoming exhausted and settling on what is easy or what strokes the ego. When we suddenly decide we are God, we are in the ego, God is in each of us, but we are not God.

The Light Workers concern me, I don’t think they actually understand their role and I believe many are blinded. Stepping out of the valley of shadows and into the light will do that. They vehemently preach of love and acceptance, but I fear they are bringing destruction. They speak of how misguided religion is, but don’t seem to understand they are creating a religion, just as stringent, or even more so, as the ones they protest against. They appear to believe that more truth can be found by following someone who claims to channel another, than by doing the hard work and research for themselves.

The time is coming when we will each have to make a decision and I don’t know if that decision will be what we have been taught Biblically or from the prophesies left to us by our Native American ancestors or if it is totally outside of our understanding. But it is vitally important to keep searching, to question beyond the simple answers, to ponder and to stuff our heads with facts, ideas and speculation. Will it be the good versus evil scenario we have been programmed to anticipate? I somehow doubt it, the trick is to keep us off balance and ignorant, expect the unexpected.

Keep Seeking

Tuesday, July 10, 2007


Life is cylindrical, repeating cycles and defined patterns and I wonder what that means in our lives as inhabitants of this planet. History is a funny thing, written by the winners and impossible to verify. And I can’t help but ponder if the facts we know of our past as a people are true or just an illusion we have been fed. A wise man, my father, stated that it only takes three generations to change the thinking of a nation and as far as time goes that is just a drop in the bucket, so how many generations are we from truth?

It appears that we are at the apex of learning, medicine and technology, it seems we know just about all there is to know, but in the back of our minds resides an itchy doubt. We’re in an age where the average citizen can broadcast across the world, where Al Gore can appear as a hologram and the only thing stopping us from stepping foot on any part of the earth is the price of a plane ticket. And still we are rushed, harried and unhappy as though an essential piece of our being is missing or perhaps as though we are living a lie.

I spent a lot of time exploring what people think, the ignorant, the arrogant, the humble and the wise are the opinions I seek, knowing somewhere in all the buzz will be a thread of truth. And I am more interested in those who have not found the answer, who are still questioning, than those who profess to know without doubt. We are living in wired and confused times and we grow harder to shock and more disaffected with each passing day. We are numb and punch drunk by the constant barrage of sex, violence, lies, deceit and brutality we see daily, beyond jaded and seemingly approaching the barbaric mentality of out ancient predecessors.

As I spent the last couple weeks really studying the headlines, digging into forums and message boards, trying to understand things, perhaps best left unknown, I’ve come to the conclusion that we are de-evolving. I don’t like to play into the ritualistic ideas of some of the better-known conspiracy theorists, but last week seemed ripe with clues of those theories. From the Live Earth concerts, to the renewed interest of the media in UFOs, to the ugly and depressing headlines screaming of children being hurt, abused or killed in the most bizarre fashions.

Life is cylindrical and I suspect we have been here before and I wonder if we, as a people, have the energy to change this downward spiral or if we are just stuck on a carnival ride through hell.

Keep the faith

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Why Now?

As usual I have been studying news, forums and blogs, seeking an elusive answer to a question that perhaps only lingers in my head. The question is, What the hell is going on? And I guess the answer is, more than I can wade through in a lifetime.

We seem to be at a breaking point, daily our news reports their ridiculous pre-packaged and approved stories and I wonder, Are they trying to piss us off? Recognizing that ambitious people always have a goal, I am stumped at the signs I see before me.

I am beginning to understand that we are being led, directed and manipulated and I’m not talking about the “sheep”, I talking about those called to seek.

I received an interesting email the other day, very well written, thoughtful and full of helpful advice, but underneath it was dark. His point was that the illusion was truth and smart people knew that, but it was unfair to the others for me to point out the illusions. I should latch on to an idea, reptilians, UFOs, 911 Truth or Church and run with it, but I should not go about pulling down the veils, the masses enjoy their illusion. I should simply grab a topic, true or not and enjoy the illusion and manipulate it for my advantage, because real truth seekers end up “broken and bitter”.

Disinformation is the deliberate dissemination of false information according to Wikipedia. Or disinformation is deliberately misleading information announced publicly or leaked by a government, intelligence agency, corporation or other entity for the purpose of influencing opinions or perceptions according to Source Watch. And for myself, I have found that wading through the available information attempting to find truth is like digging for marbles in the garden, occassionally you find one, but it takes a long time to fill up the jar.

And having spent some time studying various conspiracy theory websites and forums I have grown to understand another form of disinformation. I began to see a pattern with what the mainstream media is selling and the alternative, they want to piss us off and they want to scare us and many of the forums rule by the same mindset I saw in school, the bullies dominate, much like the decider, decides.

I like to understand the timing of things, I’m always asking, Why now? I know conspiracy theories have always been around, just like gossip, but there is a lot of money backing these endeavors of late and that translates to me that an awful lot of disinformation is being fed to the seeking masses, a huge distraction. But what are we being distracted from, what are we not seeing? The truth is hidden in plain sight, but the field is very cluttered and the light is not so bright.

Between terrorism, gang violence, sickness and disease, police state mentalities, chemtrails, concentration camps, satanic leaders, invasion of illegal aliens, rapes, murders, insane weather, impending famines, global warming, NWOs depopulation program and the upcoming chipping of the nation with the mark of the beast, we are being showed that this place sucks, that there is no hope, no escape and no way out. So why? Just fear for fear’s sake? Because our fear adds to their power? Or could it be something else?

In our arrogance we think we know, we think we have all the answers and understand the manipulations, but we are being fed and led. Sit back and consider why we are hearing all this now, why now? Why are we being led to believe there is no hope and no way out?

Love and Light