Expect the Unexpected

We are on edge, nervous and anxiously awaiting the next terror threat or false flag event that will again radically change our perspective. It appears to me that our leaders are a bit nervous as well, preparing for some event that they will only hint at coyly. So for all of us who follow the news, we know it’s going to happen, although when, where and how remains in the air.

It seems there is also a battle raging over the Internet, the only place we can go to find a semblance of uncensored truth. I’m sure in the future we will look back with fond memories at the time when we really knew what was happening in our world and when we felt we had choices and options.

According to the late Ian Xel Lundgold as we approach the end of the Mayan calendar, time will speed up. Since I spent a couple months totally enraptured by the idea of time, my ears really perked up, Time Will Speed Up. He explained that there would be more events in less time; more information unfurling itself across our consciousness and his prediction appears to contain much truth. He also said we are entering an age of ethics and that thought has stayed with me as well, and when I see another politician exposed, I believe he was correct.

For some reason when I think of the Internet, I think of the Tower of Babel and I see many similarities. The tower was built by a united humanity to reach the heavens, to see God and we were, at the time, connected through one single language, but we over-stepped our bounds; the tower was destroyed and the people were separated. The Internet has again united the world. It is a place where we can all seek, explore and connect and many are spending their time seeking enlightenment and a closer connection to God and freedom. It’s no wonder our leaders find the Internet so threatening and they are spreading dark seeds of disinformation everywhere.

When I hear stories from the Old Testament about a vengeful God and evil rulers, I think of our leaders today, warmongers, rights stealers and tax thieves. My father used to say, war is good for the economy and I’ve pondered that statement a lot and now I understand. My parents were raised during the depression, so I know war is not good for the people, but as I look about today and see corporations growing by leaps and bounds, I understand billions of dollars are being made off the deaths and destruction of people, of souls, of lives.

I’ve seen documents spanning back generations of our leaders stating how important it is to control what the people know, speaking of censoring the media and now the Internet. It is imperative to their leadership that we remain ignorant, busy, distracted and exhausted. Folks claim that chemtrails and HAARP are working together to keep us lethargic or even ill and the pharmaceutical companies are certainly doing their part in keeping us numb and asleep.

And waking up is growing harder, there are so many things calling us, so many places to step off the path and plenty of opportunities to latch on to one thing or another. We seem to be forgetting to look at the whole tapestry and see the bigger picture, we are getting lost. One source of information is propaganda, twenty, fifty or a hundred is a better way to see what is occurring and what is truth or could be truth. I fear in the search many are becoming exhausted and settling on what is easy or what strokes the ego. When we suddenly decide we are God, we are in the ego, God is in each of us, but we are not God.

The Light Workers concern me, I don’t think they actually understand their role and I believe many are blinded. Stepping out of the valley of shadows and into the light will do that. They vehemently preach of love and acceptance, but I fear they are bringing destruction. They speak of how misguided religion is, but don’t seem to understand they are creating a religion, just as stringent, or even more so, as the ones they protest against. They appear to believe that more truth can be found by following someone who claims to channel another, than by doing the hard work and research for themselves.

The time is coming when we will each have to make a decision and I don’t know if that decision will be what we have been taught Biblically or from the prophesies left to us by our Native American ancestors or if it is totally outside of our understanding. But it is vitally important to keep searching, to question beyond the simple answers, to ponder and to stuff our heads with facts, ideas and speculation. Will it be the good versus evil scenario we have been programmed to anticipate? I somehow doubt it, the trick is to keep us off balance and ignorant, expect the unexpected.

Keep Seeking

Circles

Life is cylindrical, repeating cycles and defined patterns and I wonder what that means in our lives as inhabitants of this planet. History is a funny thing, written by the winners and impossible to verify. And I can’t help but ponder if the facts we know of our past as a people are true or just an illusion we have been fed. A wise man, my father, stated that it only takes three generations to change the thinking of a nation and as far as time goes that is just a drop in the bucket, so how many generations are we from truth?

It appears that we are at the apex of learning, medicine and technology, it seems we know just about all there is to know, but in the back of our minds resides an itchy doubt. We’re in an age where the average citizen can broadcast across the world, where Al Gore can appear as a hologram and the only thing stopping us from stepping foot on any part of the earth is the price of a plane ticket. And still we are rushed, harried and unhappy as though an essential piece of our being is missing or perhaps as though we are living a lie.

I spent a lot of time exploring what people think, the ignorant, the arrogant, the humble and the wise are the opinions I seek, knowing somewhere in all the buzz will be a thread of truth. And I am more interested in those who have not found the answer, who are still questioning, than those who profess to know without doubt. We are living in wired and confused times and we grow harder to shock and more disaffected with each passing day. We are numb and punch drunk by the constant barrage of sex, violence, lies, deceit and brutality we see daily, beyond jaded and seemingly approaching the barbaric mentality of out ancient predecessors.

As I spent the last couple weeks really studying the headlines, digging into forums and message boards, trying to understand things, perhaps best left unknown, I’ve come to the conclusion that we are de-evolving. I don’t like to play into the ritualistic ideas of some of the better-known conspiracy theorists, but last week seemed ripe with clues of those theories. From the Live Earth concerts, to the renewed interest of the media in UFOs, to the ugly and depressing headlines screaming of children being hurt, abused or killed in the most bizarre fashions.

Life is cylindrical and I suspect we have been here before and I wonder if we, as a people, have the energy to change this downward spiral or if we are just stuck on a carnival ride through hell.

Keep the faith

Why Now?

As usual I have been studying news, forums and blogs, seeking an elusive answer to a question that perhaps only lingers in my head. The question is, What the hell is going on? And I guess the answer is, more than I can wade through in a lifetime.

We seem to be at a breaking point, daily our news reports their ridiculous pre-packaged and approved stories and I wonder, Are they trying to piss us off? Recognizing that ambitious people always have a goal, I am stumped at the signs I see before me.

I am beginning to understand that we are being led, directed and manipulated and I’m not talking about the “sheep”, I talking about those called to seek.

I received an interesting email the other day, very well written, thoughtful and full of helpful advice, but underneath it was dark. His point was that the illusion was truth and smart people knew that, but it was unfair to the others for me to point out the illusions. I should latch on to an idea, reptilians, UFOs, 911 Truth or Church and run with it, but I should not go about pulling down the veils, the masses enjoy their illusion. I should simply grab a topic, true or not and enjoy the illusion and manipulate it for my advantage, because real truth seekers end up “broken and bitter”.

Disinformation is the deliberate dissemination of false information according to Wikipedia. Or disinformation is deliberately misleading information announced publicly or leaked by a government, intelligence agency, corporation or other entity for the purpose of influencing opinions or perceptions according to Source Watch. And for myself, I have found that wading through the available information attempting to find truth is like digging for marbles in the garden, occassionally you find one, but it takes a long time to fill up the jar.

And having spent some time studying various conspiracy theory websites and forums I have grown to understand another form of disinformation. I began to see a pattern with what the mainstream media is selling and the alternative, they want to piss us off and they want to scare us and many of the forums rule by the same mindset I saw in school, the bullies dominate, much like the decider, decides.

I like to understand the timing of things, I’m always asking, Why now? I know conspiracy theories have always been around, just like gossip, but there is a lot of money backing these endeavors of late and that translates to me that an awful lot of disinformation is being fed to the seeking masses, a huge distraction. But what are we being distracted from, what are we not seeing? The truth is hidden in plain sight, but the field is very cluttered and the light is not so bright.

Between terrorism, gang violence, sickness and disease, police state mentalities, chemtrails, concentration camps, satanic leaders, invasion of illegal aliens, rapes, murders, insane weather, impending famines, global warming, NWOs depopulation program and the upcoming chipping of the nation with the mark of the beast, we are being showed that this place sucks, that there is no hope, no escape and no way out. So why? Just fear for fear’s sake? Because our fear adds to their power? Or could it be something else?

In our arrogance we think we know, we think we have all the answers and understand the manipulations, but we are being fed and led. Sit back and consider why we are hearing all this now, why now? Why are we being led to believe there is no hope and no way out?

Love and Light

Something Squirrelly This Way Comes?

I’ve been perusing headlines seeking some sort of confirmation of what I feel inside. I’ve been on the Internet for hours each day for almost a year, knowing there is something that I am supposed to see. And I have seen a lot. When I look back I try to find the exact place this desire to seek started and I can’t, it’s been both a steady growing and a sudden explosion.

Spring of 2004 keeps a place in my memory, as does Hurricane Katrina, both times filled with signs of some scary thing lurking in the back of my mind. Previous to Katrina I was having a lot of water and storm dreams and one dream journal entry simply says “something about food and water in the attic”. When the events of Katrina were occurring, I sobbed for days, the sight of dead bodies lying on American streets ravaged me inside in a way I still can’t explain and I kept thinking, “It’s really happening, I can’t believe it’s really happening.” Deep in my mind it felt like a road mark, it felt like I had known it was going to occur and now I was in disbelief that it had.

Spring of 2004 was the first Spring I felt anything like hope after losing my son in 2002 and nearly losing my own life in 2003. It was wonderful, but strange. Sudden insights would come to me out of nowhere and although I had always known there was more to the world than I see, that knowledge of otherworldliness became concrete. I attributed the strangeness to a near death experience, but that didn’t really seem to be real to me. It was a though I was trying to convince myself that that was the reason for the strange change in perception and to this day, I still don’t understand the whys.

My life has always been filled with strange and synchronistic events, always and the older I have become the more aware I have grown of the odd threads that run through my world. I’ve always said that I have lived life by the seat of my pants, I go on instinct. And as a younger person I didn’t question those instincts very often, I used to run through life as though the devil was on my tail and perhaps he was. But life has a way of kicking your ass to get your attention and I guess that’s what happened to me and led me to the search.

Last summer I was drawn to the Internet and began exploring the world with a fervor that I could not explain, as though time was short. And in this one year I have learned of 9-11 truth, chemtrails, Bohemian Grove, Skull and Bones, disclosure projects, government deceit, corporate and medical lies, government funded pedophilia and sexual slavery, mind control projects, black ops, weather manipulation, directed energy weapons and other new age gadgets, religious deceit and the list goes on and on. And in all that mess, perhaps I have found was I was looking for, something squirrelly this way comes.

Now I am not a prophet or a psychic, but I have a bad feeling of what may occur this summer. And in spending some time on various forums, I am discovering that I am not alone. It seems our president is speeding along to an agenda that we, the people, have absolutely no awareness of, but I think we all know that he has a goal, an ending place. And it seems to me he is in quite a hurry. He’s signed more executive orders than any other president in history. He’s preparing for something, but what?

I was absolutely drawn into a forum thread on Above Top Secret when an supposed government “insider” going by the name of Ghost Raven stepped forward to warn us that a ET “false flag” invasion was scheduled for this summer. And I was not alone, the thread received record hits and over 1600 comments in a four day period before the “insider” claimed it was all a hoax, simply practice for him. I suppose what captured my attention was that I had recently written an article NWO Deception: Faked Rapture and Project Blue Beam about basically the same event, but his disclosure had a time frame, this summer.

He explained, before calling his missive a hoax, that sometime in July strange things will begin occurring, not scary, he stressed, just strange. Followed by more missing persons reports on the news and sightings of more strange lights in the sky. These events being timed to coincide with vacation schedules, when people talk more with friends and family about “scary” stuff. Then electromagnetic disturbances will occur, with disruptions of radio and TV signals and messages coming over the air. After these events have us on edge, a mass disappearance will occur and then a call to battle the evil aliens that captured our missing. This “insider” claimed to work with the a branch of the federal government concerned with domestic affairs and public attitudes.

It seems many on this forum took this statement as truth and even after the “insider” fessed up and several wondered exactly which part of the statements were hoaxes, myself included. Many spoke of dreams of seeing the skies full of UFOs and although I did not participate in the discussion, I have also had those dreams, with increasing frequency since Hurricane Katrina.

Now for such an event to occur the media would have to play their role and I noticed that at the same time the “insider” had us enraptured with his tale, FOX news had a story about a mile wide UFO spotted by a pilot. FOX News
And then to add to the mystery, right before the hoaxer confessed, the Emergency Alert System in Chicago went haywire, sending out false alarms. EAS and
Daily Herald

So after the excitement died down and the hoaxer was banned from the site, I began looking at other forum threads on different sites and found that folks who apparently weren’t privy to the happenings on Above Top Secret were also discussing the feeling that something was going to happen in July and August. The date of July 15th seemed to be quite popular, as well as, many foreboding feelings surrounding August, the pervasive feeling is that we are on the edge of some big event and although I have no clue what, I feel it too.

Now do I know that something will actually happen? Absolutely not, but the feeling persists and hopefully I am wrong. And if something does happen, I have no clue what it might be, from new and more inventive terror attacks to UFOs racing through the skies to dramatic earth changes to the second coming of Jesus. For those intent on reading the signs and patterns, the world seems primed for something and I guess this is my way of saying “heads up”.

Love and Light

Who's Crazy?

Who is the real judge of sanity? And should our government and pharmaceutical companies be making those decisions? Frankly, after many of the mental health professionals I have met, I wouldn’t trust them to make those kinds of decisions in my life. I always figured people pursue degrees in psychology because they are attempting to understand what is wrong in their own life and I’ve known many admit that that was indeed the reason they were interested in the subject.

You may ask how I’ve come in contact with so many mental health professionals and although I was taken to counseling after molestation as a teenager, most of my experiences with psychologists were personal relationships and friendships as an adult. And I have to say that most I have known are as unstable as they profess the rest of the world of being. I even went so far as to marry one once… a man who ran around naked in front of the kids, hung the head of our dead dog on a tree and wanted to shingle our house with tin cans, was also the same man who put on a suit every day and made determinations about other people’s state of mental health.

So when I see the American Psychological Association adding new diagnoses to their Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV-TR) I grow uneasy. These new categories are not created through study or any real new mental disorders, these new diagnoses are decided by member vote. Mental health disorders such as Reading Disorder, Mathematics Disorder, Disorder of Written Expression, Social Phobia and Nicotine Dependence are now worthy of mental health treatment, you know, behavior modifying drugs. News With Views

So who really should judge who is sane and not sane? The way the APA is heading everyone will be declared as having one disorder or another and with the addition of the President’s New Freedom Commission on Mental Health it seems the goal is to have all Americans evaluated, starting in pre-school.

As a young child I had imaginary friends that I talked to and played with, I guess nowadays to the APA that might infer schizophrenia and a need for medication. As a teenager, I failed Algebra, Math Disorder, I’m definitely a nut job now. Is it not enough that hundreds of thousands of kids are now zombied out on Ritalin? Whereas kids used to be able to run, play, jump and explore for hours a day, we’ve convinced parents that having excess energy is a disorder, instead of changing the system, we are attempting to change people and what makes a person an individual.

What we are seeing is one more infringement of our rights, as the pharmaceutical companies seek more ways to sell their products. In an article out of Ireland, psychiatrists are beginning to stand up to the pharmaceutical companies, claiming that "the influence of the pharmaceutical industry is unhealthy". The Drugs Don’t Work

And what is the goal of all this intrusion? Well, to make us more productive workers, tax payers and consumers, of course. That is, after all, the most important thing, right? We are supposed to change our way of being, of thinking and of feeling, to fit in an easily counted bean drawer. People are different, Thank God, and we are supposed to different, we are not all supposed to be same, because then, what the hell would be the point? Although we may all have a different ideas of why we are here, I think most will agree, we’re not here simply to please our employers, authority figures or peers.

In a battery of medical tests, including a psychological evaluation of my son to determine the amount of brain damage caused by developing hydrocephalus at 9 years old, it was determined that I was an over-protective parent and he was depressed and a hyperchrondriac. I was seeking help because I knew something was wrong, I beat my head against a brick wall that would not move- the rules and diagnoses created by experts. Finally, with his body emaciated, experiencing daily fevers and then seizures, they decided to take a second look and found he had been suffering from a fungal infection of the central nervous system for months, if not years. My instincts had been right, the symtoms he complained of were real and after innumerable surgeries, months of recovery and two years of home school, he was ready to go back to school, but not one expert apologized. And I’m sure the records were never changed, to them I’m still over-protective and he’s a depressed hyperchrondriac.

If I had of listened to the experts, I would have ignored my instincts and most assuredly lived to regret it, but by standing up and challenging them, I gained a label of mental instability. So I learned that what many in the world consider normal and sane, ie., listening to the experts over our own feelings and instincts, I consider insane. So it would only make sense that some things I consider normal, the experts would probably call a mental imbalance, so who’s right? And who decides? The government? Pharmaceutical companies? The APA? Or the individual?

Yes, I recognize that there are folks out there that are actually mentally imbalanced, but do we have to screen the whole nation? Especially considering how creative the APA is in naming disorders, we will all fall in one category or another. From mood disorders to male erectile disorder to religious or spiritual problems to relational disorders to pain disorders to anxiety, stuttering and sleeping problems, we can all find a home in the DSM. And a drug to go along with it.

Hope

Hope is the most important thing and in this world where the only accepted emotions are fear and hate, hope has to struggle to be felt. I spend a lot of time attempting to understand mysteries and I do so because I am truly seeking to know myself, completely and at the core. I figure anything that catches my mind and intrigues my thoughts is simply showing me another piece of myself. Some may believe that seeking to know myself is a selfish endeavor, but having given 30 odd years to not knowing myself at all and living a life of constant chaos, I found that ignorance didn’t work so well for me.

As I explore the headlines, seeking the threads that will call my attention, I notice again and again how almost all media wants us to fear. The mainstream media implies things are under control, somehow, but still we must be weary, watchful and on alert and the alternative media tells us things are awful, out of control and actually quite frightening and we must be on guard. The religious media tells us that things are bad, near the end times and we must watch the groups of other religions or atheists and understand that believers are under attack. And the atheists and agnostics warn us that the believers will take our rights and force us to conform to their ritualistic behaviors. The medical headlines inform us there is a drug for everything; even things we had that we didn’t know were abnormal and how important it is to see your doctor. The holistic communities tell us that the medical community is completely off the mark and we must be informed and fight for our rights to choose our own forms of health care. The security experts tell us a new 911 is inevitable and pulling out of the war will only hurry that conclusion along and the anti-war folks say we are only making the situation worse over there and participating in genocide. And then we have the entertainment business, selling us sex and violence at every turn, wrapped in hundreds of different guises, but always the same.

And frankly, it is exhausting, but I guess that is the point. I believe that this journey we call life is like a staircase, with each step forward on the path, we must remember what we learned on the last. And with each step forward, as our perspectives broaden, more fear and illusion will be thrown our way.

Humanity at this point seems infected with fear and it is a fear they want to share. And I, for one, am tired of living in fear, exhausted and overwhelmed by the carrying the weight. We must remember the real truth is hope, if we have faith in a better future, we can create that future and if we listen to the doomsayers and fear mongers and take up our cross in their way, we are creating exactly what we fear the most.

Fear Less and Hope More

Disturbing

I wrote an article last week for the American Chronicle entitled NWO Deception Faked Rapture and Project Blue Beam and in that article I mentioned Bohemian Grove, an ultra exclusive men's club in California in which our President and many other super rich and influential members of the Global society are members. If you are not familiar with Bohemian Grove see Alex Jones. And I received this email from a member of the Sonoma County Board of Education and it disturbed me.

"You know absolutely nothing about the Bohemian Grove and u tube is NOT accurate and very misleading. How I know this is I work there. So, one should not write about what they don't know and people who submit stuff on u tube only gave you what they wanted YOU to see. The Cremation of Care is a musical production, if you watch the video it is dark and no voices can be heard and the person that submitted that video did it for money. How sad that you have fallen into that stuff. Also please note that any one who is political and holding office are not allowed."

Notice to Recipient: Information contained in this message may be privileged, confidential and protected from disclosure. If you are not an intended recipient, it is strictly prohibited to use, disseminate or copy this communication. If you have received this in error, please reply to the sender and then delete the message.Thank you.

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I reponded as follows:

Ms. Aubry,

I stated in the article: "Now I cannot say I know for sure what happens at the two-week yearly encampment at Bohemian Grove, because I have never been there, but if even one of the rumors about our leader’s endeavors are truth, then folks, we have been terribly misled."

Even if the "cremation of care" is a musical number, the occult aspect of it is quite obvious and for some reason, I am disturbed by the most powerful men in the world burning a mock casket at the foot of a giant owl, I don't like what that implies even if the background music is "Mary Had a Little Lamb". I am also disturbed by a member of the Education Department working with special needs children writing me in defense of such behavior.

The You Tube links I provided are simply photographs from a deceased member's estate(You Tube Photos of Bohemian Grove) and also a ABC news clip from 1981(ABC News 1981), I did not include the Alex Jones video. I am leaving it to the readers to make their own decisions about what occurs there, they say that a photograph speaks a thousand words and the photos are quite clear.

And just because one is not holding office, it doesn't automatically mean they no longer have influence on what occurs in this country and abroad.

Thanks for writing,
Victoria

Am I the only one that finds it disturbing that this woman works for both the Board of Education and Bohemian Grove? Especially with Foster Youth.

Is Blue Beam Possible?

Something to think about...

In a paper entitled Controlled Effects written by Dr. William L. Baker, chief scientist of the Air Force Research Laboratory, in June of 2004, he states, “The Controlled Effects challenge envisions the ability to tailor and deliver the most appropriate type and amount of energy onto targets of military significance to create a particular desired effect.” He goes on to say, “With the advent of directed energy and other revolutionary technologies, the ability to instantaneously project very precise amounts of various types of energy anywhere in the world can become a reality.” Then he explains, “Controlled Personnel Effects investigates technologies to make selected adversaries think and act according to our needs. Dominant Remote Control seeks to control, at a distance, an enemy' s vehicles, sensors, communications, and information systems and manipulate them for military purposes.” Controlled Effects

The words that caught my attention in this document are “particle-beam weaponry” “high-power microwaves” “directed energy” “cloud seeding” “physically influence” “mentally influence or confuse personnel” “sensory deception” “synthetic images, or holograms” “production and storage of antimatter” Dr Baker continues to say, “A current example of this technology is Active Denial, a nonlethal counterpersonnel millimeter wave system that creates a skin heating sensation to repel an individual or group of people without harm. By studying and modeling the human brain and nervous system, the ability to mentally influence or confuse personnel is also possible. Through sensory deception, it may be possible to create synthetic images, or holograms, to confuse an individual' s visual sense or, in a similar manner, confuse his senses of sound, taste, touch, or smell.”

Chemtrails on the Brain


I’ve got chemtrails on the brain of late; suddenly I feel a rush to understand what they are all about, as though time is short. I think our leaders are working on a timetable that is beyond our comprehension and with the latest document our president signed declaring himself complete and total control over our government in case of a national emergency,
New Presidential Directive Gives Bush Dictatorial Power, it only increases the thought that something is up.

I think as far as chemtrails go we are short changing ourselves to say it is just this or just that, when we look only in one direction, we are likely to get blind-sided. Yes, it is about weather, geoengineering, communication technology and mind manipulation, but there is more. This plot is so secretive and yet it turns up in different theories, under different guises, in too many places for my comfort.

In my last blog I explained the ideas of Project Blue Beam (see below), I hadn’t understood why thoughts of the Rapture had been in my head for months. I had a sinking suspicion that the rapture could be used as a mighty tool of deception and then I discovered Blue Beam and had an “Aha” moment. Although many will read about Blue Beam and dismiss it immediately, I see that it is possible and even likely. I hear all the time how incompetent our government is, how badly they screwed up Katrina and 911 and how incapable they are of carrying out any conspiracy type endeavor, but isn’t it convenient that most of us think that way? We think they are incompetent because they mishandled Katrina, but perhaps it was handled just as planned.

Yesterday, I went back to the basics with chemtrails, thought maybe if I go over all of it again, something will click, so I started with HR 2977 The Space Preservation Act introduced by Dennis Kucinich in 2001. And when I read this segment, after recently reading about Project Blue Beam, I was stunned. “(B) Such terms include exotic weapons systems such as--(i) electronic, psychotronic, or information weapons; (ii) chemtrails; (iii) high altitude ultra low frequency weapons systems; (iv) plasma, electromagnetic, sonic, or ultrasonic weapons; (v) laser weapons systems; (vi) strategic, theater, tactical, or extraterrestrial weapons; and (vii) chemical, biological, environmental, climate, or tectonic weapons. (C) The term `exotic weapons systems' includes weapons designed to damage space or natural ecosystems (such as the ionosphere and upper atmosphere) or climate, weather, and tectonic systems with the purpose of inducing damage or destruction upon a target population or region on earth or in space.” The section was left out the following year when the bill was rewritten as HR 3616 and that section is the absolute description of what the chemtrails represent.

As a brief review, Project Blue Beam is an elaborate hoax on the people; complete with an amazing sky show dubbed “The Night of a Thousand Stars”, a hologram of a fake messiah descending from the clouds, messages being beamed into our thoughts through low frequency technology, God-like voices seeming to originate from space and a fake rapture. All this is to be used to control the masses into submission, introduce a one-world currency and perhaps a new God. Call this the Anti-Christ or the New World Order, seems to be much of the same in my eyes. Some of you are saying, “that could never happen,” and maybe you are right, but they say forewarned is forearmed.

In an interview with Dr. Stephen McKay, a chemtrail investigator, he stated, “one of the goals of the DOD is to create projections into the sky.”

I have been attempting to understand the effects of radio waves on our brains and it’s a lot of information to take in, but from what I can deduce, manipulating the energy of the earth, also manipulates the energy of the earth being. It affects our emotions, our state of being, our health and once the body begins to weaken, it is very easy to affect our thoughts. This is not science fiction, this is science fact. This has been experimented with over and again since the 40s and 50s, probably earlier.

We seem to think that just because we wouldn’t do something cruel and destructive that means that others wouldn’t as well, but that is backward thinking. Jesus stated we are to be as wise as the serpent and as innocent as the dove. What does that mean? Wise as the serpent, wise as Satan, wise as evil? I think it means we should keep our eyes on our leaders and understand what is motivating them, understand that darkness does exist in this world and just because it appears on television under bright, hypnotic lights, doesn’t mean it isn’t darkness. Just because it lives in a fancy house, claims to be Godly and owns millions of dollars, doesn’t mean it’s not evil. And just because it’s popular and everyone is thinking that way, doesn’t mean that its truth.

You know I wondered, with millions of readers across the country of the Left Behind series, why couldn’t they get a great movie deal to create a big screen event for the folks, full of special effects, but then it dawned on me. If we saw it at the theater, we wouldn’t believe it when we saw it happening in the skies above our own backyards.

More reading:

Chemtrails and Mind Control

Aerial Mind Control

More on Project Blue Beam

Chemtrails, the Rapture and Project Blue Beam

Life is interesting. I’ve had this feeling for some time, a gut thing that I was going to see a huge manipulation with religion. I couldn’t really say how I came to that conclusion or I could give a hundred connections that would make no sense to the casual observer and be clear as crystal in my head. So I guess I just knew.

I’ve also stated again and again that all things are connected and even though I can’t always find the threads which connect point A to point B, oftentimes it’s just a “knowing” and I trust that. Now the mystery of chemtrails have been tugging at my brain for months and I’ve done a lot of research and written a few articles, but I haven’t felt I had a grasp on it until recently. I’ve known that chemtrails disturb me, send me into metaphysical theory and make me question death, God, UFOs, the rapture and the afterlife and now I think I finally understand why and can put the mystery to rest.

Serge Monast, a Canadian journalist, released his discoveries on The Blue Beam Project in 1994 and rumor has it that he died of a heart attack a few weeks later, although this is a fact I have not verified. It is said that Project Blue Beam is the way the New World Order will deceive millions of people of all faiths through advanced technology. The Blue Beam Project is a four step agenda to push a new age religion onto all faiths, because “without a universal belief in the new age religion, the success of the new world order will be impossible.” Project Blue Beam


The first step is engineered earthquakes and faked discoveries. The earthquakes will occur at precise locations on the earth and new artifacts will be uncovered and the false information will then be used to make all nations believe that their religious beliefs have been misinterpreted. Was “The Lost Tomb of Jesus” the first step in this process?

The second step is a big space show in the sky. These images will be projected from satellites on the sodium layer about 60 miles above the earth. “The show will consist of multiple holographic images to different parts of the world, each receiving a different image according to the specific national, regional religion. Not a single area will be excluded. With computer animation and sounds appearing to emanate from the very depths of space, astonished ardent followers of the various creeds will witness their own returned messiahs in convincing lifelike reality.” Was the UFO sighting over the O’Hare Airport a small dress rehearsal?

The third step is artificial thought and communication. Through “telepathic and electronically augmented two-way communication where ELF, VLF and LF waves will reach each person from within his or her own mind, convincing each of them that their own god is speaking to them from the very depths of their own soul.” This might sound outlandish to some, but Tesla’s discoveries show us that through radio waves our moods can be manipulated and that was over 70 years ago. And with the government’s MK-ULTRA project, it has been disclosed that the CIA has been conducting mind control experiments since the 1950s.

According to Lt. Col. Alexander, “If it is possible to feed artificial thought into the multigenic field via satellite, the mind control of the entire planet is now possible. An individual's only resistance would be to constantly question the motivation behind their thoughts and not act upon thoughts which they consider to be outside their own ideological, religious and moral boundaries.” He also stated, “The information on those kinds of technologies presented here would be considered by some to be ridiculous since it does not conform to their view of reality. But some people still believe the world is flat.”

And the final stage is universal supernatural manifestation with electronic means and this one contains three parts. The first idea is to convince all nations that an extraterrestrial invasion is about to occur. Each nation will be provoked to use their nuclear arms against the incoming threat and only later will it be revealed that the threat was false and the nations that fired weapons will then be sanctioned into disarming.

The second idea is the faked rapture. “The second one is to make the Christians believe that the rapture is going to occur with the supposed divine intervention of an alien (off-world) civilization coming to rescue earthlings from a savage and merciless demon. Its goal will be to dispose of all significant opposition to the implementation of the new world order in one major stroke, actually within hours of the beginning of the sky show.” As ridiculous as this sounds, televangelist Jack Van Impe has stated several times on his show that the New Jerusalem will be coming from space.

And the third part of the final stage is a mixture of supernatural and electronic forces. “The waves used at that time will allow "supernatural forces" to travel through optical fibers, coaxial cables (TV) electrical and phone lines in order to penetrate to everyone at once through major appliances. Embedded chips will already be in place. The goal of this deals with global satanic ghosts projected all around the world in order to push all populations to the edge of hysteria and madness, to drown them into a wave of suicide, murder and permanent psychological disorders.”

So finally, in my mind I understand the ultimate use of the chemtrails, I’ve understood the weather modification aspect, improved satellite, communication and radar technology, what radio and microwaves are capable of and all the other ideas that explain chemtrails, but I always felt something was missing. Seems to me Project Blue Beam is the missing link. I know many will have difficulty believing both the idea that anyone would attempt something so outrageous or that something so outlandish would actually work, but what if?

Other articles of interest:

A Doctor Speaks Out On Chemtrails

An Interview With Dr. McKay

The Rapture, Star Seeds and The Anunnaki

Hate, The Media and Jesus

Rosie and Me

Evidently it is wrong to like Rosie O’Donnell, I received so much hate mail from my last article, Go, Rosie, Go that I was absolutely stunned. Who knew Americans were so sensitive? And so angry? Well, now I know and guess what, I still like Rosie. Although I have been called a moron, idiot, stupid, anti-American and other names I can’t mention in print, I understood what Rosie was attempting to explain, she is not the most eloquent speaker, but I have done the research and knew what she was trying to relay. I naively assumed that others had done their homework, as well and didn’t figure it was my job to point out all the inequities of the investigation, but I was wrong. Obviously we like to be spoon-fed our opinions in America, we like to turn on the television or radio and have a box tell us what to think, we trust the media to tell us the truth and we are willing to fight anyone that says something different than what we heard.

I, myself, like to think outside of the box. I understand the fear involved in acknowledging things are not as they seem, but I feel it is my duty to rise above that fear. As I have stated in previous articles, Americans like their lives just so and few are willing to upset the apple cart, because in doing so we might lose some material possessions, some security. We may lose some of the “things” that define us, cars, our houses, electronics, and our toys, we may have to make hard decisions and who wants to do that? But the families of the 911 victims had no choice, their worlds were turned upside down in an instant, their lives changed forever, the perceptions radically readjusted.

And what many may not understand until they have experienced it, is that when you lose a loved one, you have questions, you want details, you want answers. It is not simply something you accept and go on with your life, you have to understand every aspect of your loved one’s death. But in America, the widows of the 911 tragedies were condemned for asking questions and Ann Coulter made big bucks by calling these suffering women “harpies” and suggesting that they were enjoying the loss of their husbands.

If we leave aside, for the time being, how steel buildings can disintegrate into dust from fire, within minutes and look to the other issues, like the plane crashing into the Pentagon, You Tube with little debris or the plane crashing in a field in Pennsylvania with only pieces smaller than a phonebook left behind You Tube, those riddles are enough to make a thinking person question. And it has been reported that the master mind of the 911 attacks, Osama bin Laden, was in an American hospital in Dubai recovering from kidney dialysis on September 10th, 2001 and likely there on September 11th, 2001. As he was already on the FBI’s most wanted list, why was he allowed to leave that hospital? link It was also reported that in July of 2001 Osama bin Laden underwent surgery at the same hospital and while there met with members of the CIA. link

It is amazing to me that the mere asking of questions can generate such hateful and mean-spirited reactions. It seems we are more willing to be appeased with stories that don’t really add up, than to actually want to know the truth, because the truth of what happened that day might change our perceptions radically. It is easier to believe that 19 hijackers took over planes on a suicide mission, despite the reporting that many of these people are still alive. Loose Change and BBC

There is an incredible amount of information available on the Internet concerning the inequities of the 911 investigation, but I guess one must want to seek the truth, one must be willing to empty their cup and accept what they know might not be complete. I don’t claim to know who is responsible for this tragedy, but I do see that there are a lot of legitimate questions that are not receiving answers. Many high-ranking government officials have expressed criticism over the 911 Commission Report and questions about what occurred that faithful day. Patriots Question 911 And although it is implied that all experts agree with the 911 Commission Report, that is also not the truth, many have lost their jobs for standing up against overwhelming pressure.

So my heart goes out to Rosie O’Donnell for standing up for what she believes in and having experienced only a tiny bit of the hate she must be experiencing, she should be commended for her courage.

Gossip

I have found that the more I learn the less I know and that is not a bad thing. As I watch the TV news and hear rabid opinions that are told as truth, mean and snide comments that are only meant to enrage and not to inform, I shake my head and sigh with contentedness that I don’t know. I see so much arrogance in the world, everyone seems to know-it-all and all subjects are black and white, but I recognize that the truth is often just as tangled and confused as the positions of right and wrong surrounding it. I also see the manipulations in the media and of our leaders as they try to guide us on a path of their choosing and not ours.

I believe that every person in this world is valuable, be they Muslim, Christian, Buddhist, Jew, Wiccan or Rastafarian. I believe that the soul of a gay person is just as valuable as a straight person, a handicapped person as valuable as one with no discernable disability; a homeless street person is as valuable as the president. The lines of culture and class were created by us, a security blanket to tell ourselves that we are better than those that do not have as much, or believe differently. We are told we cannot judge another, we should not judge another, but we do it without thinking and we spread that judgment with our words, we perpetuate the cycle.

I do not like gossip, I never have, although I have found myself caught up in it in my life, I have discovered, it rarely ends well and most often people are injured. And we have become a country of gossipers, our news headlines are gossip and few people look beyond the announcements to the nuggets of truth that may or may not be there, they hear the gossip and consider themselves informed. We are being distracted by the chaos and the dark energy of gossip and make no mistake; gossip creates a negative and injurious force.

And gossip is a pacifier, it’s far easier to spend time thinking of how others may have done something wrong, than to look inside ourselves and figure out our own dysfunctions. Truth be told, we are all screwed up and we are here, on earth, to fix those things and we make little progress forward when we focus on the perceived mistakes of others. We all know the buzz that grows in our bodies as we settle down into deep and often mean-spirited speculation of another’s misdeeds, we’ve all felt the way our heart races as we share our outrage and self-righteous indignation of another’s words or actions and that energy in our body is real, harmful and draining. But for many of us, it is like our morning coffee, how we start our day on a surge of energy.

Judging other people does not make us grow in the light of God, it does not make us grow in our own eyes, it does not create beauty or positive energy on the earth, it only drains the natural resources of our body, spirit and mind. Until we have walked in the shoes of another, walked the corridors of their mind and emotions; we cannot judge them because we simply do not know.

So as the news headlines scream of Britney, Anna Nicole, Paris and Lindsay we must ask ourselves, what are they not telling us? And as our own minds search for targets among our family, friends and co-workers, we must again ask ourselves, what we are avoiding? I have found a good starting place for discovery is the old saying, “There is something about that person that I don’t like about me.” Once we can begin to understand that it is rarely about the other person and usually about our own feelings, our pains and our angers, only then can we start moving forward.

Peace and Joy

Aliens, Serpents and UFOs, Oh My!

Happy Chinese New Year. Isn’t it interesting that the Chinese named their years after animals that live in reality, snakes, pigs, dogs and oxen and yet there is the dragon shoved in there, does that mean that dragon’s actually existed when the Chinese named the zodiac? There is so much speculation on the Internet about the Anunnaki, supposedly the Serpent in the Garden of Eden and rumored to be an alien race that genetically engineered us to be slaves.

I wrote an article entitled “Serpents, Iraq and UFOs” (article) which has received a lot of attention, based on the speculation about the Anunnaki. The word Anunnaki comes from the Sumerian tablets discovered in 1850 and tells a different view of the creation of man. It is said that the Anunnaki were an advanced alien race that cruised the Universe seeking minerals and disrupting societies and approximately 400,000 years ago they landed on our planet. Some explain this as the reason that we have never been able to discover the missing link between Homo erectus and Homo sapiens, because our DNA was fused with theirs and we jumped the evolutionary scale. The story has it that the Anunnaki came here to rape our planet of it’s natural resources, found the work too difficult, and created us to perform the heavy lifting.

Of course, mainstream beliefs say that this is merely a myth, ponderings of an ancient people about how they may have been created. Now when I first heard this idea, I pretty much dismissed it as being ridiculous, but what I have discovered is that this idea keeps raising it’s head in a myriad of different places. I know that all things are connected and I also know that large parts of our history have been hidden from us, so when I see this idea again and again, I have to say, hmm.

There was a passage in the Gospel of Thomas that had had me scratching my head until I opened myself to a different theory of creation. Jesus said, "Adam came from great power and great wealth, but he was not worthy of you. For had he been worthy, [he would] not [have tasted] death." #85 And in the Gospel of Phillip it is said, “The powers wanted to deceive man, since they saw that he had kinship with those that are truly good. They took the name of those that are good and gave it to those who are not good, so that through the names they might deceive him and bind them to those that are not good. And afterward, if they do them a favor, they will be made to remove them from those that are not good and place them among those that are good. These things they knew, for they wanted to take the free man and make him a slave to them forever.”

Interesting ideas, and no wonder these thoughts did not show up in the Bible we were given as the rules of life. I am beginning to understand that we have lived under some heavy illusions, some call it programming, others just state it’s part of the duality that makes our world go round. My point is, I have felt this sense of wrongness in our belief systems, how Biblical ideas are pushed at us, while at the same time the opposite is also be shoved at us, example, Thou shall not kill, unless of course our government deems it necessary and then we must kill in the cruelest of fashions. We are told we should fear no evil, and yet that fear is pushed at us daily in various media forms and mindsets. We are told not to steal or commit adultery, yet we can steal if our lawyers figure out how to make it legal and Donald Trump is a fine example of how we hold adulterers in high regard. There is a disconnect between what is said and what is done.

So I believe it becomes important to question the obvious, to not just accepts things because they have always been done that way, but to find in us what feels right. I have felt the sense that our words have been manipulated and altered and I have studied the roots and bases of the words, because our words and the images they produce are important. It is time we question what we are told, big changes are coming and it is vitally important that we make well-informed decisions.

If the emails I have received are true, it will not be long before contact will occur with alien cultures, but the illusions and manipulations of who is good and who is not good are going to be thick, we must tread carefully and trust our instincts. Many things will be appearing on the news, many illusions set forth on the earth, we must make our own decisions and not look to what we believe are our leaders to guide us. Don’t just accept the ideas that will soon be unleashed, study, dig and seek, the truth will set us free, rise above the fear.

Love and Hope

Dreams and Stuff

I’ve always been a vivid dreamer, full color experiences that sometimes seem more real than waking and I can remember the dreams I’ve had reaching far into my childhood. As a kid I wondered a lot about dreams, which world was real, the sleeping one or the waking one? And how could the sleeping one bloom into the waking one sometimes? How could dreams that we have no control over manifest right in front of our eyes in the cold light of day? It happens sometimes, not often enough to plan on, but occasionally I feel like Alice in Wonderland falling through the mirror.

Dreams are difficult to decipher, there are plenty of dream dictionaries available, but they are really just a measure of archetypal standards and need a lot of personal interpretation. Things that are frightening to some, are not to others, thus the interpretation becomes quite individual. I often dream of turtles, typically relaxing and refreshing encounters, occasionally through, the turtle in the dream will turn on me and bite me. I have now learned to pay attention in my waking life when that happens and try to see around the corners to what may be coming or a mistake I am making.

I mention dreams because I have been having several interlaced recurring dreams for a while and I thought I should share. The first set of dreams I’ve had since I was a child and the Moon Men were my imaginary playmates of strange lights and craft in the skies. The dreams have continued through the years, with only the location changing, typically my Grandmother’s house in N. Georgia or the house I grew up in, in SC, but sometimes I’m not familiar with the location in my waking life, but I am in my sleeping world. These dreams have increased dramatically since Hurricane Katrina and as I watch the headlines for sightings of strange lights and the like and see more and more, my stomach becomes tense.

The second set of dreams started in the summer of 2002, interlaced with dreams of my son’s pending death and they always follow the same pattern. There is a bright light in the sky and people are changed, I use the word zombie, but understand not like the zombies we have come to know in the movies, these zombies look just like us and act like us, but the difference is on the inside, nearly imperceptible. The first dream was the longest and ended with me racing the zombies to retrieve a radio from a cemetery. The dreams made little sense and only served to put me on edge, until I began reading about HAARP, the GWEN towers and chemtrails.

Sitting in the backyard on the anniversary of my son’s death, I was watching the planes leave trails in the sky and I was talking to God or my son or the birds, whoever was listening and a couple things dawned on me. Things are occurring right here in the states under our own noses, while we are looking to the skies, seeking salvation from aliens or Jesus, a big plan is underfoot by the powers that be and we are being distracted. We are being gridded and mapped, studied and scrutinized; we must remember the government is at least 30 years ahead technologically than we are told. I wrote in my journal on that day that three things were going to occur in the states and I divided them by region. I predicted illness in the south, weather in the west and some type of destruction be it bomb or earthquake somewhere else in the states, perhaps the middle of the country.

Evidently a lot of lights are being seen in the skies of NC and I have noticed a lot of illnesses being reported on our evening news, with warnings to stay out of the emergency rooms, the “cruise ship” virus is currently being talked about in Greensboro, a couple weeks ago it was red measles. Also on the late news night before last, an elementary school had 410 absences on the same day; the school only has a little over 700 students. And the Christmas snows in Denver certainly made the news as thousands were stranded in that creepy Denver International Airport.

So as usual I have no answers, only more speculation and questions. Are the conspiracy theorists correct and we are being marked for destruction by some global entity? Are the Christians right and we are on the brink of the Second Coming? Are the New Agers right and we are about to meet our galactic neighbor? Or is it a combination of all the above? Until next time, what are you dreaming?

Love and Light

The Journey

On our journey, we must remember not to attach ourselves to one idea too strongly; if we cling too tightly we will remain on that step of the staircase. We must remember to continue following the threads of truth past where others have stopped, secure in their knowledge, we must continue questioning.

We must remember that although the truth is hidden in plain sight our eyes are still adjusting from the shadows in the valley. We must remember that fear is the illusion that clouds our vision. It has been said that we should fear no evil on our expedition through the fun house and that is truth.

On our journey, we must consider all possibilities and those outside of reason deserve the most consideration. The walls we perceive in our waking lives or the walls we see around others cannot hamper our search. As the crabs in the bucket will always be pulling at our feet, we must kick free of the limiting confines of that enclosure.

We must remember that the future is as close as our next thought, if that thought is fear-based, then so will be our future. We must remember to stay positive, the powers that be want us to feel fear to strengthen their future, but our positive energy is ensuring our own future glory.

We must remember to take time to listen to our own quiet voice and take no opinion except those that harmonize clearly with our own sense of perfection. We must remember that although the media projects worlds of terror and fear, Jesus said that heaven is spread out upon the earth and men do not see it, choose to see it.

On our journey, we must remember to breathe and trust that the Universe (God) wants to see us succeed. The Universe (God) understands the challenges we have undertaken in entering this mirrored world of delusion and lies. We must remember our spirits understood the trials, designed the struggles and left us signs along the way to remember God. As we awaken to this new reality we must be gentle with ourselves, we are a tender bloom in a magnificent world we can not yet conceive and the old world is designed to pull us from the healing light that assists our growth.

On our journey, we must take time to create, to connect with the flow of the divine that runs through us. We must remember to seek beauty and connect with nature, even if it’s simply watching the birds from our window. We must remember that the power to heal ourselves comes from the inside, not outside of us. We must remember the duality of life on earth and hear the duality in the words of those seeking to lead us. And above all else, we must keep our inner eye focused on the completion of our creation.

Love and Light

Headcleaning....Thoughts and Questions

Many things fascinate me; often inside my brain competing for attention are dueling dates, coincidences and questions. The concept and existence of time is one thing I spend a lot of time pondering. Whether it is a flow from past to present to future as our calendars and history suggests or if it is actually a circle, as our Universe and seasons represent. I recognize that energy does not end or die, it only changes form and I am curious about that flow through, what we call, Time.

I also spend a lot of thought considering religion, having never been one that joins groups; the church is quite the enigma to me. I am also curious about the role of religion in our history and what it has truly achieved. Are we more in tune with God now, than we were 500 years ago or a thousand or two thousand years ago? Were the Native Americans more in tune with God than the Christians? Were the pagans and witches? And what is the real reason the Jews have been so persecuted? And if there were 27 gospels why are only four represented in the New Testament? And if the New Testament washed away the old, as Jesus introduced us to a loving God, why do people still go back to the Old Testament when wanting to prove sin? And if homosexuality is such a sin, why isn’t eating shellfish? They are both listed in Leviticus (the old testament) as a sin, why aren’t they equally attacked?

I am also intrigued by words and the use of words in our society. Wordplay and rhetoric are alive and well these days and many don’t recognize how we are manipulated by the words we hear, broadcast over the air right into our living rooms everyday. I am amazed by how some politicians use words so convincingly to say nothing and we walk away feeling as though a problem has actually been resolved or a question truly answered. And I am enthralled by words used in the Bible and how you can only define the words in the Bible by the Bible and how it is the only book I know of that you shouldn’t just open and read front to back, but start near the end and skip around.

Although I ask questions about the Bible and religion that probably offend many, I reserve my respect for Jesus and see how so many threads in our world go back to him, his words and the change he brought. And I know that Jesus is somehow an important aspect to the puzzle I am unraveling. I also know that Jesus was not a follower, so I find comfort in the knowledge that I am embracing his idea to Seek.

I ponder history, the rise and fall of kingdoms and what that really means in our world today. I wonder how much of the old knowledge we have discarded that was actually truth and how ignorant we have become because of our arrogance. I think that our leaders have deliberately misled us on many issues throughout the history of mankind, knowledge is power and those who have the most knowledge also have the most power and people rarely gain power with the idea to relinquish it.

I wonder why people feel so threatened by new ideas and why we do the same things again and again, seemingly not understanding that the results will not change if the actions don’t. I also wonder why people feel threatened by the simple asking of questions, when did questioning become wrong in our society and when did attack dog journalism become the norm? When did debate replace discussion?

My dad, a genealogist and WWII vet, had some interesting takes on history that I have not found reflected in what is common knowledge today. In an unpublished manuscript, he stated, “Knowledge of ancient laws and customs brought forward is a must as we delve into each generation of the past. To understand properly an ancient ancestor, we must understand three generations of political activity which preceded him.” I understood this statement to mean, it takes basically three generations to change the thinking of a nation, to erase the old knowledge subtly and replace it with the new dogma. Three generations seems an awful short time to rearrange the thinking of a nation, but it does make sense, it’s probably takes even less time now, as we are so distracted by electronics and numbed by anti-depressants and other pharmaceuticals.

I know I have been a bit obsessed by time and the function of calendars of late, but when I discovered my dad’s manuscript, I also discovered he had the same interest, which would make sense, as dates are important to one studying family histories. And the biggest discrepancy I can find in his dating and what I am finding on the internet, is that he appears to claim the difference between the Julian calendar and the Gregorian calendar is a year, whereas, I have only been able to find the difference to be 11 days.

And why have calendars and the keeping of time become so important to me? I don’t have the answer, I just follow what my brain spits out, I know that it is indeed important, but perhaps only to me. And the idea that September 11, 1752 did not exist probably doesn’t mean much if time is linear, as we are told, but what if time is circular? That absence could, theoretically, affect many things.

It is said that the Schumann’s Resonance (the heart-beat and frequency of the earth) has gone from 7.8 hertz to approximately 12 hertz and the magnetic field is at it’s lowest point in over 2000 years, these things have to affect the quality of our life on this planet. The earth is undergoing change and as residents of this planet, we are undergoing change, as well. We know we are affected by gravity, a working of the earth, and yet we wonder if we are influenced by the other workings of the earth. Of course we are, I don’t understand the refusal to see the pattern. And time, being a man-made concept or a condition of earth, is literally motion of mass and has to also be affected by the changes in the magnetic field and frequency.

I am not a scientist, I chose pregnancy and marriage at 17, versus college and parties, but had I gone into higher learning I think my choices would have landed me in philosophy and science. I am fascinated both by my knowledge of a higher power and the workings and expression of that power on this earth.

Many are becoming exhausted living in a world fueled by terror and fear, so remember to relax, turn off the electronics and breathe. As the world continues changing we will see more of that energy reflected in our media and politics, scandals will continue to be exposed and wars will become more contested, but remember what Shakespeare had to say, “All the world’s a stage, and the men and women merely players.”

And I will leave you with Jesus’ words from the Gospel of Thomas, “The Kingdom of Heaven is spread upon the earth and men do not see it.”

Love and Light

Be Shiny!

Small minds discuss people.

Average minds discuss events.

Great minds discuss ideas.

-Eleanor Roosevelt

I ran across that quote years ago, at the time I did not know who said those words, but I felt the truth weighing heavily in them. As I sat there stunned, the resonance of those words vibrating strongly inside of me, I knew that what I aspire to become in this life is a thinker. I love to ponder ideas and the path on to which others reached their conclusions. I don't just want to know "what" they think so that I can judge it as right or wrong, I want to know "why" they think as they do, what led them to believing this image versus that image to be the truth. I guess that's where my frustration with the cable news shows resides, notice that Mrs. Roosevelt didn't say debate, she said discuss. Discuss is calm, rational and open minded, debate is to challenge the other's ideas. I believe that when exploring an idea, we should be in the idea, suspend our judgments of what we know to be truth and step into another’s world for a moment.

I am enjoying writing for the American Chronicle more than I can express, although the knowledge that thousands of people have read my words is a little intimidating. I've received much e-mail, mostly thanking me for helping to open people's minds, a huge compliment for me. The most read article thus far has been "Looking for UFOs in 2007", followed by "For A Good Scare...Conspiracy Theories Abound" and in third is "The Internet is Alive with Chemtrails". I am grateful to know that I am not alone in my fascination of these ideas.

I've received the most e-mail concerning the Chemtrail article, some thanking me, some sending links to other information on the subject, some telling me it is HAARP and weather modification and one saying that I had not studied the subject deep enough and I could not straddle the fence forever. I have come to no conclusions about the Chemtrail phenomenon and for some reason my mind leans more towards philosophy, when I encounter the subject, than it does science and conspiracy.

I have often said that you cannot un-see what you have seen and many do not see the lines in the sky, are not aware of the speculation bubbling in small pockets around the world and for them they do not exist. For those who have seen them, now they witness them regularly. So my mind wonders, have they always been there and we've not seen them? What is the difference between those who do see them and those who do not? Is the simple knowledge that they exist enough to make them viewable? I personally was not aware of chemtrails until I read about them on the Internet and as a life long sky watcher, a sun, bird and nature lover, I find that very odd. I am an observant person, but I didn't notice planes leaving ropey trails across the sky? How strange is that?

So with all great mysteries, the clues are hidden in sight and it is the perception that determines our truths. So perhaps for me to view chemtrails as a spiritual or philosophical issue, instead of the fearful expression of death raining from the clouds, is just my view that the world is a mystical and miraculous place and that we are merely infants in the Universe. With fear reigning supreme in our society these days, I refuse to accept any ideas that are based and built on terror.

We must remember that feeling hope, loving and laughing and focusing on the positive creates real and powerful energy. We must remember that we are creating the future with our thoughts and with our fears. If you knew what you thought today would become your tomorrow, wouldn't you be careful? There is nothing in creation that was not a thought first, everything that surrounds us, from the computer monitor to books to TV to sports to medicine to religion to music to cars and space shuttles to ipods and cell phones, each of these things began as a small thought in someone’s mind.

Be Shiny!

The Internet is Alive with Chemtrails

Of all the conspiracy ideas circulating the Internet the one that intrigues me the most and turns my eyes to the heavens, is the mystery of chemtrails. Simply the number of websites is enough to lure interest and investigation, but as usual with all great mysteries once inside the possibilities seem almost innumerable. Chemtrails are said to be the stripes, crosshatch designs and X’s we are seeing in the skies above us these days. This writing over our heads soon spreads out to become soft, feathery clouds that dim the sky. Proponents of this idea claim that they are just contrails, condensation trails left when heat meets cold and the reason we are seeing so many of them is because there is far more air traffic now than 20 years ago.

When I first heard of this theory, I chuckled and filed it next to alien abduction as another fun thing to ponder when bored and went about my day, but later while cutting grass I glanced into sky and saw a long white trail being left in the wake of a plane and I was forced to reevaluate the previous information. Surfing the conspiracy sites I found a lot of photographs, a myriad of theories of what is in the emissions and a lot of fear of our ultimate demise raining down on us from the artificial clouds looming over our heads.

Labeled as a conspiracy theory, chemtrails receive little legitimate discussion, only increasing the speculation and fear, but in a bill introduced by Dennis Kucinich in October of 2001 (http://www.fas.org/sgp/congress/2001/hr2977.html) it clearly states the term chemtrails. The bill, H.R. 2977, is also known as the Space Preservation Act and in it is a list of things we should not do in the skies over our heads and distributing chemtrails is listed as one of those things. The bill was later rewritten, as bills often are, but when rewritten all mentions of chemtrails were omitted.

Some wonder if this is tied to global warming and a secret attempt by those in the highest ranks of world government to protect us by dimming the sun and lowering the earth’s temperature. Science is exploring what previously would have been considered outlandish ideas, including a monster sunshade for our planet, (http://abcnews.go.com/Technology/GlobalWarming/story?id=2655729&page=1) and even Nobel Prize laureate Paul Crutzen has stepped forward with his ideas of injecting sulfur in the atmosphere to lessen the greenhouse effect
(http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/greenhouse-effect-can-be-fixed-by-sulfur-says-scientist/2006/12/17/1166162368959.html ).

Other theories across the Net range from weather manipulation as a tool in warfare to a grand plot by the New World Order to reduce the population of the earth by seeding the clouds with disease and still others compare it to the crop circle phenomenon. There are fabulous videos of these designs being laid across the skies on both You Tube and Google Video and more opinions of what is occurring than you can swallow in a day.

For those who love a good mystery and love to ponder the unknown and unexplained this conspiracy theory is like seeking the Holy Grail, the twist and turns will leave you breathless.

Happy Surfing

Shouldn't Our President Want to be Popular?

I watched 60 Minutes last night, as I’m sure many did, in rapt fascination. President Bush in his role as The Decider stands firm in his beliefs that this is a just war and his position will make America stronger. The latest AP poll shows that approval of Bush’s handling of the war is at 29% and yet the biggest mistakes our President sees has been in Abu Ghraib, bad language and troop levels.

According to an article on ABCNews.com entitled Corruption Rivals Violence as Threat in Iraq, corruption in Iraq is pandemic, losing up to $4 billion a year. Sen. Susan Collins of Maine is quoted as saying, “It is a story of mistakes made - of plans that (were) poorly conceived or overwhelmed by ongoing violence and of waste, greed and corruption that drained dollars that should have been used to build schools and health clinics.” The article goes on to say that U.S. investigators have identified more that $300 million of our tax dollars being spent on suspect projects.

Although it’s nearly impossible to get an accurate count of how many Iraqi’s have died during this war, the numbers quoted range anywhere from 50,000 to 655,000. Whichever number we choose to believe, lets face it, that is a lot of people and a lot of devastated families. President Bush has claimed responsibility for his decisions and has said if they are wrong he takes the blame, but I can’t help but wonder if he realizes that we are talking about human lives and not numbers, polls or dollars. And what is the definition of success? I keep hearing we must succeed over there, but am I the only one who is unclear exactly what that means?

Is controlling the oil the ultimate goal? How many American deaths will history record? Will it be a success when the Iraqi death toll reaches one million or two million? Since the democratic elections were held and a government put into place, are we now only waiting for the insurgencies to end before we can withdraw? And what if the insurgency doesn’t end? Are we going to set up permanent bases there to police the democracy? And what about Iran and Afghanistan? Are we really just setting up to make war a never-ending business? We know that military contractors and oil companies are posting huge profits, is this just a coincidence? I know I am perennially perched on the pedestal of the naïve, but it seems as we get lost deeper into the rhetoric, the simplest questions go unasked.

President Bush also stated in the 60 minutes interview that he was not going to change his principles to be popular, but as the President of a democracy, defined by Webster’s as - government by the people; especially: rule of the majority, shouldn’t being popular be the idea?

Love and Peace

On Our Journey

In this life there are many twists and turns, many chances to step off the path. When walking the byways of life, through the shadows and into the light, we must not just keep our eyes on the road before us, but on the scenery, as well. Our peripheral vision must be sharp, our instincts poised and our memories of what has transpired before strong. It is said that history repeats and that is truth.

We must stay diligent in recognizing the patterns, because once the design has been acknowledged, it loses it’s power. We must remember that the truth is often hidden in plain sight and is sometimes so simple that many get lost while looking for the mystery.

We must trust the Universe to send us the knowledge we need, but we must remember that seeing the familiar does not automatically mean we are seeing security and safety. Often times the familiar is something we need to examine carefully, the familiar means we could be in the grip of a recurring history and then is the time to pull into our God center and proceed with our intuition in tune.

It is a journey through the fun house, shadows are lurking to make our hearts leap and our brains stutter. The valley of the shadows of fear and death can be a long journey as we struggle in one spot stopped by fear or it can be a short jog as we recognize the special effects and keep our pace forward.

We know that once we step into the light, the journey will make sense, the world is wonderful, mystical and miraculous, but it throbs with rhyme and reason. God has invested a lot in seeing us complete the journey, transcend the walls of the fun house and claim the beauty of our eternal existence.

Love and Light